Wondering

I wonder if you still see this
I wonder if you dream about me
I wonder if your heart beats faster
When your mind makes you think about me
I wonder if everything was worth it
I wonder if we'll ever be the same
I wonder if we can go back
Back to when life was just a game
I wonder if losing was worth it
I wonder if tears are your gain
I wonder if there's something you wanted
Will I ever escape this pain
I wonder if you meant to confuse me
I wonder if you're living your fairytale
I wonder if you're happy now
That my heart is full of nails
I wonder what you dream about
I wonder what you see
I wonder what the world is like
Living in a world without me
I wonder what you lied about
I wonder what you told your friends
I wonder what made life so hard
Is this a life that never ends?
I wish you knew
I wish you saw
I wish you felt the way I feel
I wish you knew
what you did to me.